oh hay . ♥

haha this is so shitty...ignore the awkward gap at the top. hit the 5o item limit.
askjdflhg i suck at making sets but whateva
hurricane sandy's hitting my area at 8!! if i lose power i swear...
anyways hope all you lovely chicas stay safe in the storm. xo

it's been a while polyvore! i can't wait till fall so i can wear cozy sweaters & wrap myself in blankets. ahhh ♥

SUMMER SHOULD COME BACK NOW.
im already sick of school. i only like seeing people & thats it, my teachers hate me anyway.
well im super pumped for summer 2o12.
ILL SEE YOU IN 8 MONTHS! ♥

eye color - reaally dark brown, looks black but in the light it's brown. (:
skin color - tan(ish)
hair color - black, brown near ends (:
face expression - just a big smiile!
rolemodel - i love taylor swift ♥
imaginary romance - JOSH HUTCHERSON. IS HOT

so i guess this is my final set about you.
you used to mean the world to me. i couldnt imagine living without you by my side. but it hurt more when i realized you were never by my side at all; & then my false sense of security came crashing down without a single warning.
i thought i could trust you. but i shouldve stopped believing this would work out the first time we broke up- i shouldve stopped the SECOND time we broke up. & i cant believe i didnt even stop at the third time it ended...
i give you a third chance to win me back and you did, for a while. then you suddenly go around flirting with girls again, just like the second time? its really getting old now.
you crossed the line when you said to her that you didnt like me & if i werent in the way you would go out with her. & as much as it hurt, i knew keeping you would kill me more inside. so i let you go because i love you.
two days after we break up you ask her out. really? & now your trying to make me jealous? so maybe it did kill me inside for the first week. but now you mean nothing to me; your just a person of my past, not to be in my future ever again. i wont let myself be treated this way from anyone; i wont be dumb again.
so now im officially forgetting about you. no more sets, no more secretly glancing at you across the room wondering if your thinking about me.
i dont miss you.
 
[ sorry about the super long rant. ]

soo tired!
ive been procrastinating all day & now im stuck at the computer doing work....sort of (:
i was sick on thursday so i didnt go to school but i really wish i went! i have to make up so much work asdjokasldjsdfh blah.
i'll probably just be on polyvore all night though(:
i LOVE that pink VS sweater btw! so cute, i want itttt</3
alright time to really do homework :(

i miss last summer soo much.
everything was literally perfect.
my friends & i were closer than ever,
my current boyfriend & i were closer than we are now too,
& there was no worries..just hanging out with my friends in the sun wasting the day away.
after summer, everything changed.
my boyfriend & i broke up after pretty much a month of me wondering if its even worth it anymore because all i ever hear from him is silence, & it hurt me so much because i loved him more than anything, my best friend & i were barely even able to be called best friends anymore, & i would spend some nights crying myself to sleep.
thankfully it's not like that anymore but everytime i remember last summer i wish i could go back and relive those precious days. :/ ♥

" and youve got a smile that could light up this whole town. "
so tired from last night, went to my school's basketball game against our rival school! first time my boyfriend & i kissed since we broke up in september (we got back together a little less than a month ago), even though it was on the cheek. (:
amazing night, who cares if we lost? but i think i lost my voice. :/
this set reminds me a lot of a warm spring night, cant wait until springs finally here. ♥♥
out for the night. ♥

so im back with him again.
its been 3 times now. am i dumb for giving it another try? maybe.
as much as i want to give him up,
i cant.
& now im falling in love all over again. . .